Sunday, September 18, 2011

A GREAT DAY TODAY!!!! SUCH A GREAT DAY!!!!!

I just don't know WHERE to begin!!!

She is understanding more and more everyday!!!!! I am sooooooooooooooooooo happy for her..... all this happiness is making my chest hurt!!!!

When I asked Aliyah to give me a kiss she puckered up :)...
She tries to handle door knobs!!!!! I am pretty sure she is understanding the reason behind them!!! :)

I am almost certain she knows her name!!! FINALLY!!! and when I ask her to follow me , most of the time she does!!!!

She always wants to be right next to me..... literally RIGHT NEXT TO ME!!! I LOVE IT!!!! ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!!! I love being her best friend!!!! I love her unconditional love!!!
I don't know why I am crying but I have soooo much joy right now..... I was told by her specialist she may never be able to communicate with me and today she has more than ever!!!!!!!!!!! she is proving everyone wrong!!! little by little... I will be patient... I will wait patiently for the day she calls me mommy :) Everyday I wait for that one word!!!!!

I just have to be patient.... I know she will be alright.... I know I will make a safe and beautiful future for her!!! I just do....

(Words I am almost sure she understands!!!)
Sit
outside
up
thirsty/ drink
No/stop
(Maybe knows)
shoes
diaper
food
(Currently working on)
clap
hi/ bye (we are working on her waving)

I know many of you lovely parents are asking about Aliyah's speech, occupational, and physical therapy updates.... I will try my best to get these posted soon....

Please have faith on your bundle of joy!!!! and continue to be a strong advocate for them!!! together I know we can cope and try to be the best parents for our children .....

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Sept.7.2011 Email from Dr.Joshi over Aliyah's genetic results/tests


Hello Lizette and Sean,
I hope all is well and Aliyah continues to make progress.
I have now received almost all the results for the tests recently sent.
All are negative so far.
These are as follows:

Chromosomal assay- negative for ring 20
CMA pending.
CSF negative for GLUT1 DS
CSF- normal amino acids, low HVA, other metabolites normal, no evidence of folinic acid responsive seizures
Urine- normal pipecolic acid
Urine organic acids no pattern specific for disease
SCN1A- negative for deletions/ duplications
Rett syndrome sequencing- negative
MERFF- ( myoclonic epilepsy ragged red fibre testing sent to Athena) negative.- mutations for MERRF 8244;8356;8363;8296
Redox panel- negative
CSF lactate and pyruvate- normal
Normal pyridoxal 5’ phosphate in CSF
CDKL5- pending

I think at this time, I would wait to see her response before commencing on more testing as any more testing now will be invasive ( muscle biopsy for example) and she is looking like she has cryptogenic spasms.

Have great day!

Charuta Joshi MBBS, FRCPC
Clinical Associate Professor
Division of Pediatric Neurology
2506 JCP, UIHC
200 Hawkins Drive
Iowa City 52242


Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Aug.19.11 Lumbar Puncture, PET SCAN, Video EEG AND SEIZURE LOG Aug 5- Sept 6.2011

Lumbar puncture (she had to be hospitalized
during this stay Aug. 19.2011):
She already had LP testing done but because Dr.Joshi wanted to use it for other
genetic testing Aliyah former doctor didn't recommend, that batch of culture was
already degraded since it has been over a year.

The PET scan was done so we can see if we could LOCALIZE where her seizures start
so that that section can be removed if possible, but unfortunately Aliyah seizures are
to generalized nothing can be done. But Dr.Joshi did say that maybe just maybe we
can localize it because perhaps the seizures appear to start all at the same time but
in reality they may not be, a difference make in less than a nano second. That type
of technology is not available in Iowa, Dr. Joshi made a comment that maybe she
can refer us to go to Chicago to get it checked.
During that hospital stay they did a video EEG of Aliyah. Her IS was still there. This
is when Dr.Joshi recommended the increase of the diet to either 3.5 to 4.0 but to wait
for another couple of days just in case the ratio she is on kicks in. We received bad news
during our discussion over Aliyah's EEG. She told us that Aliyah would most likely not have
an IQ of 100 since she is over 2 years old and still with IS.

YES.... I WAS DEVASTATED.... WHAT PARENT WANTS TO HEAR THAT!!!!



SUMMARY OF ALIYAH'S SEIZURE LOG
WE HAD NO IDEA WHAT WE WERE GOING TO FACE!!!
WORK , WORK and MORE WORK!!! But we were okay with it as long as the ketogenic diet was going to make Aliyah seizure free....

AUG 1st-4th: The day we were discharged we didn't see any head drops, my assumption was because she was so tired and sleeping throughout the day....... But the next day we did see head drops :(

8/5 3 head drops
8/6 4 head drops
8/7 3 head drops
8/8 5 head drops
8/9 7 head drops
8/10 3 head drops
8/11 4 head drops
8/12 *2 head drops + evening seizure log lost
8/13 6 head drops
8/14 9 head drops
8/15 5 head drops
8/16 3 head drops
8/17 *7 head drops + lost count of seizure log
8/18 ** more than 8 head drops (difficult to catch because was admitted at the hospital too many doctors and nurses couldn't keep an eye on my baby's head drops)
8/19 ** more than 2 head drops (had an Lumbar puncture done was given glucose, it was necessary to have the procedure done)--- KETONES LOW
couldn't keep better count because of the 2.5 hr drive back home, then she slept rest of the day
8/20 * more than 11 head drops, too many evening seizure log
8/21 * more than 4 head drops, 16 eyes shifts (this I started to include eyes shifting to the side)
<<<< COMPLETELY OFF ACTH AND ON HYDROCORTISONE (HAVE A GAME-PLAN TO WEAN HER OFF OF THIS ONE)>>>>

8/22 2 head drops
8/23 3 head drops
8/24 4 head drops, 3 eyes shifts
8/25 1 head drops
8/26 N/A :)
8/27 14 head drops, 6 eye shifts (HUGE cluster of 18 seizures, and 2 individual)

<<<< Tweaked from 3.0:1 ratio to 3.25:1 ratio >>>>

8/28 6 head drops, 3 eye shifts

<<<< Tweaked from 3.25:1 ratio to 3.5:1 ratio >>>>

8/29 N/A :)
8/30 1 head drop, 1 eye shift
8/31 1 head drop, 5 eye shifts (also couldn't tell if she was having absence spells)
9/1 1 head drop, 2 eye shifts
9/2 3 head drop
9/3 1 eye shift
9/4 N/A :)
9/5 1 eye shift (maybe absence spells)
9/6 2 eye shifts

*** I THINK 3.5:1 ratio did the trick!!!!!!

I must note that corn puffs was given to my daughter by her therapist, she forgot
my daughter was on a strict diet. Aliyah suffered by having clusters of seizures....
The counts were lost, but the awful experience is still remembered...

This just made us more alert who was around her and to be strict more than ever
when it comes to her diet.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Response email from Dr. Joshie Aug, 10th

Hello Lizette and Sean,


I am sorry to hear that Aliyah had to be admitted. I can completely feel your anguish. I know that you have been great advocates for Aliyah and knew that something was not right from the get go.


I have now looked at all her notes in the electronic chart.

I have yet to see recent labs that may have been done in child serve.


I am still catching up with all the backlog emails etc but decided to write to you so you know what I am thinking.


Your appointment with me is not till the 19th August and I decided to write so we can get organized on what needs to be done.


This is a LONG e email but you will ne able to review it- AND WE CAN STILL TALK LATER- instead of me talking to you FIRST and then you feeling overwhelmed with extra information


Re diagnosis:

1. Aliyah had hypsarrhythmia initially and then modified hypsarrhythmia in f/u. she has drops/ continued myoclonic seizures. In infancy these are called infantile spasms and later are also called epileptic spasms- a type of myoclonic seizure. Thus the terms are used as a continuum.


2. I had also spoken to you about admitting her and starting from scratch at the last visit- with doing a lumbar puncture etc as some of the initial tests were screening tests done in DesMoines.


3. At the last clinic visit, I sent off blood tests for the Rett syndrome and SCN1A. The Rett syndrome test is negative but the SCN1A is still pending…


4. I was hoping that I could tie in some of the additional genetic testing after I had received these test results back- however as Aliyah got worse, you were already admitted before we could coordinate the tests.


5. Regarding your friend’s suggestions, for the patients with GEFS+, there is a strong family history of fever related seizures and also the initial presentation of the child is fever related seizures.


6. For the “ female version” of the SCN1A I think the friend is referring to a condition for PCDH19. Again patients with this condition present with a lot of fever related seizures- not something that Aliyah has done.


7. However, I am not averse to closing the doors on any possibility- but when the tests are very expensive- with a chance of you having to bear some costs, I wish to start with the best fit and then move from there.


8. If Aliyah has a genetic cause for epilepsy, the chance of a “cure” is small as it is not possible to alter genes. Thus if we do the tests in a step wise fashion although you may wait upto 3 weeks for each test, please do not feel that you are wasting precious time in terms of treatment.


9. Considering the fact that Aliyah can have a genetic cause for her seizures, I have purposefully avoided discussing with you some medications that can worsen such seizure types (Dilantin, Tegretol etc).


I am aware that this (GENETIC PROBLEM) is possible for Alyah and will continue to check her as you also have a little one at home.


10. In upto 70% of patients with infantile spasms a cause can be found. I am more interested in testing her for a cause that is treatable by medication immediately. So I would propose testing her with lumbar puncture first as the tests to be done on the spinal fluid can not be done on blood and if there is a chemical abnormality in her fluid (this is a different issue from the genetic test), we can try to correct it.


I am very open to discuss Aliyha’s case with your friend’s epilepsy doctor- with your permission- so we can brain storm together to get Aliyah better- if you think this is what needs to be done.


Re EEG:

I am going to order an EEG for Aliyah and we can also do the LP during the admission for the EEG. If the EEG shows that the drops are coming from ONE focus, I shall order additional tests ( called PET scan)


Charuta Joshi MBBS, FRCPC

Clinical Associate Professor

Division of Pediatric Neurology

2506 JCP, UIHC

200 Hawkins Drive

Iowa City 52242

Weaning off from ACTH and on the KETOGENIC DIET


Our nutritionist, Karla Mracek wasn't expecting to start Aliyah on the Ketogenic Diet so soon... she had set up an appointment 3 weeks from our day of admittance to the hospital.... She came into our room and asked us to start the Modified Atkinson Diet instead and come back in 3 weeks as schedule.. because she was busy starting the Keto Diet with 3 other patients during our stay....

Of course I was furious............ I know for a fact that when I first spoke with her 3 weeks prior to Aliyah's admittance I told her we were ready to start the Diet since ACTH wasn't looking promising... But she didn't count that as declaring anything because Aliyah was still weaning off of ACTH!!!

I did not want the Modified Atkins Diet.... I did not want me daughter to have 40 seizures a day for the next 3 weeks..... I could not believe she asked me to wait... I could not believe it!!! Yes everyone I did "B####" at her... Believe me I did not mean to!!!! I was just very frustrated!!!! I needed something done for my daughter!!! I asked her what was so hard other than setting up recipes that computer software generated!!!! What is so hard to ask the nurses to collect blood samples? What would be so hard for me to check her ketones in her urine? WHAT IS SOOOOOO HARD ABOUT IT!!!! MY DAUGHTER WAS SEIZING!!!!I ASKED IF THERE WAS ANOTHER NUTRITIONIST THAT CAN START ALIYAH ON THE DIET... she said no, she was the only one qualified/experienced...... At last she did say how she will try to fit us in during our stay there!!!!

Dr. Matthews came in our room and told us we were going to start the diet... also mentioned how Karla cried (I felt awful.. I really did) and how we should give her a break! Well who was going to give my daughter a break???? I will do anything to get things going in order to get Aliyah seizure-free even if I have to step on a couple of toes for my baby.... Aliyah can scream out "Help me"... she can't say "I want these seizures to stop"... I am her voice.....

When Karla came in we thanked her so much!!!! We are fortunate she has a BIG HEART!!!! I just hope she knew I was acting like a mommy / human... Anyone put in my shoes would have done the same .... When you are denied the possibility of your child becoming better and asked to wait a couple of weeks for that possibility..... no parent should have that patience!!!! YOUR CHILD IS IN NEED OF SERIOUS ATTENTION!!!!!

Today I still appreciate Karla and Dr. Joshie!!! :)

The first day- August 1st:

Karla gave us literature to read: The Ketogenic Diet by John M. Freeman and a pamphlet that explained briefly the diet. She also gave us a weighing balance that measures grams to take home and a food itinerary for us to follow for the next 3 days. The book said she would need to fast for 24 hours, but she disagreed with this part of the protocol because she believed it was not needed for her body needed that part for a quicker onset of ketosis, also because Aliyah did not eat for a full day because of her constipation prior to the start of the keto diet. She explained the reason for Aliyah’s admission, in order to monitor her seizures during the diet, make sure all of her medications were carbohydrate-free and sugar-free, and of course to guide us for the first couple of days in person.

“The typical ketogenic diet, called the "long-chain triglyceride diet," provides 3 to 4 grams of fat for every 1 gram of carbohydrate and protein. The dietician recommends a daily diet that contains 75 to 100 calories for every kilogram (2.2 pounds) of body weight and 1-2 grams of protein for every kilogram of body weight. If this sounds complicated, it is! That's why parents need a dietician's help.” (http://www.epilepsy.com/epilepsy/treatment_ketogenic_diet)

Her first meal was a Keto Egg Nog at 12pm

The meal consisted of :

40 grams of cream

27 grams of whole milk

22 grams of liquid egg

2 grams of Splenda

3 drops of pure vanilla extract


3pm meal was Hot Dog, Cheese, and vegetable

25 grams cooked carrots

25 grams cooked hot dog (Classical beef frank)

10 grams American Cheese

63 grams heavy cream

5pm Keto Egg Nog

”The kinds of foods that provide fat for the ketogenic diet are butter, heavy whipping cream, mayonnaise, and oils (e.g. canola or olive). Because the amount of carbohydrate and protein in the diet have to be restricted, it is very important that the meals be prepared carefully. No other sources of carbohydrates can be eaten. (Even toothpaste might have some sugar in it!). For this reason, the ketogenic diet is supervised by a dietician.” (http://www.epilepsy.com/epilepsy/treatment_ketogenic_diet)

****Karla gave us a list of Low carb and carb-free products.

We had to change and be aware of ointments, moisturizers, Lip Balms, sunscreen, toothpaste, fluoride supplements, dentist office products, shampoo, hair conditioners, pain relievers, laxatives, baby wipes, antacids, foot powders, insect repellants, deodorants, soaps and hand sanitizers, shaving cream, non-carbonated beverages without sucralose (splenda), electrolyte replacement beverages, sweeteners…. These were some that were mentioned to us to look out for.

Second day- August 2nd:

I asked the neurologist on call Dr, Bossuk to order a helmet for my daughter so that if she does fall when in daycare her head would be protected.

I also asked him for his opinion on my daughter’s case. He believed Aliyah might have a normal life since she is running, walking, climbing, and making verbal noises ma, ba, pa…. But no one knows right now, she is too young to make judgment. This was all good news for us because it gave us hope… He did make it clear it was only going to be determined by the activity of her seizures. We needed to find a way to control her spams….

8am – Keto Egg Nog

12pm- Keto Meal

5pm- Keto Meal

7pm- Keto Egg Nog

Aliyah was extremely tired, Karla explained it was because of the change in energy intake… from glucose to keto.

Shee slept for most of the day. When she was awake she had 9 head drops, sometimes she would have fallen on her face if I was not around to catch her during her head drop. Her ketone levels was low.

Third day- August 3rd: ALIYAH’S BIRTHDAY!

8am – Keto Meal

12pm- Keto Meal

2:30pm- Keto Snack

5pm- Keto Meal

7pm- Keto Snack

For her 2 yr old B-day she couldn’t have a traditional b-day cake …….. This is when I first realized our lifestyle will change.

*** Aliyah was still under high dosage of ACTH so she was ALWAYS HUNGRY!!! At the time we were on the process of weaning ACTH off her system since it didn’t help in controlling or diminishing her seizures… At first there was a little hope because we saw some decrease in her head drops but then they came back strong while taking high dosage of ACTH …. Also we were told ACTH may have been the reason why her blood pressure was so high and why she was so badly constipated.

Aliyah showed no head drops and her ketone level was moderate.

Being discharged --- August 4th

Karla gave us a website to go to adjust, make up new recipes of meal and snacks. www.Ketocalculator.com

Along with our user name and password so we can access the website. She already set up how many calories Aliyah needed to intake daily (1100 calories) and started her off 3:1 ratio (Aliyah Keto Diet “dosage”)

“A ketogenic diet “ratio” is the ratio of fat to carbohydrate and protein grams combined. A 4:1 ratio is more strict than a 3:1 ratio, and is typically used for most children. A 3:1 ratio is typically used for infants, adolescents, and children who require higher amounts of protein or carbohydrate for some other reason.” (http://www.epilepsy.com/epilepsy/treatment_ketogenic_diet)

Aliyah showed no head drops and her ketone level was high.

She was still tired due to the transition.

We were asked to commit to the diet for at least 3 months. We promised to be as strict as we can be.

Ketogenic Diet

Our nutritionist, Karla Mracek wasn't expecting to start Aliyah on the Ketogenic Diet so soon... she had set up an appointment 3 weeks from our day of admittance to the hospital.... She came into our room and asked us to start the Modified Atkinson Diet instead and come back in 3 weeks as schedule.. because she was busy starting the Keto Diet with 3 other patients during our stay....


Of course I was furious............ I know for a fact that when I first spoke with her 3 weeks prior to Aliyah's admittance I told her we were ready to start the Diet since ACTH wasn't looking promising... But she didn't count that as declaring anything because Aliyah was still weaning off of ACTH!!!

I did not want the Modified Atkins Diet.... I did not want me daughter to have 40 seizures a day for the next 3 weeks..... I could not believe she asked me to wait... I could not believe it!!! Yes everyone I did "B####" at her... Believe me I did not mean to!!!! I was just very frustrated!!!! I needed something done for my daughter!!! I asked her what was so hard other than setting up recipes that computer software generated!!!! What is so hard to ask the nurses to collect blood samples? What would be so hard for me to check her ketones in her urine? WHAT IS SOOOOOO HARD ABOUT IT!!!! MY DAUGHTER WAS SEIZING!!!!I ASKED IF THERE WAS ANOTHER NUTRITIONIST THAT CAN START ALIYAH ON THE DIET... she said no, she was the only one qualified/experienced...... At last she did say how she will try to fit us in during our stay there!!!!

Dr. Matthews came in our room and told us we were going to start the diet... also mentioned how Karla cried (I felt awful.. I really did) and how we should give her a break! Well who was going to give my daughter a break???? I will do anything to get things going in order to get Aliyah seizure-free even if I have to step on a couple of toes for my baby.... Aliyah can scream out "Help me"... she can't say "I want these seizures to stop"... I am her voice.....

When Karla came in we thanked her so much!!!! We are fortunate she has a BIG HEART!!!! I just hope she knew I was acting like a mommy / human... Anyone put in my shoes would have done the same .... When you are denied the possibility of your child becoming better and asked to wait a couple of weeks for that possibility..... no parent should have that patience!!!! YOUR CHILD IS IN NEED OF SERIOUS ATTENTION!!!!!

Today I still appreciate Karla and Dr. Joshie!!! :)

The first day:
Karla gave us literature to read: The Ketogenic Diet by John M. Freeman and a pamphlet that explained the diet. She also gave us a weighing balance that measures grams. and a Food ittinirary for the next 3 days.



Saturday, September 3, 2011

BLOOD PRESSURE AND road to seizure-free game plan

We arrived to the Children's Hospital at 9:35pm....
The nurses recognized us from last year! We were a wreck Dec.2010 and still are today.... I guess it wouldn't be hard at all to point us out from the crowd.

First thing is first they took her vitals, her blood pressure was in the upper 120s... Luckily it dropped... for now.... They did another enema and this time it helped out so much...... She felt much more comfortable.

The on call neurologist, Dr, Matthews was in and wanted to DRASTICALLY CHANGE ALOT OF THINGS!!!!!

Other than Aliyah's constipation I have been calling her neurologist's nurse and letting her know my daughter's seizure activity have increased DRAMATICALLY ... about 40 head drops a day. Sean and I concluded it was due to the weaning off in Topomax to 0 mg/day. (Dr. Joshie did this because she strongly thinks Topomax wasn't doing anything for her, and keeping her delay in speech/communication, Aliyah has been on Topomax for over 9 months in high dosage and the seizures were still occurring)

Dr. Matthews wanted to increase to topomax 130mg, decrease keppra , and introduce clonazepam. I asked her if it would be okay to put herin 50mg of topomax because that is the dose that Sean and I saw most improvement on, she argued we needed to forcefully attack her seizures with high dosage. Dr. Joshie was not in because she was on vacation... So we had to listen to what all the other neurologist on staff were suggesting.....

Sometimes I think they are not human and are insensitive to the parents and children. Reason being I wanted to know her opinion over Aliyah's case... She started to lecture me as if I didn't know what her diagnosis was. And asked me to be realistic that my child may be disabled. She was so negative over my baby girl .... She was verbally picturing my daughter's future for me..... She was beginning to shred my dreams for Aliyah... Dr. Mathews was ripping my hopes of my baby leading a normal life..... After she was done "verbally hurting us" I let her know Aliyah formal neurologist and current neurologist who was at vacation told us Aliyah still has a very good chance to lead a normal life or as close as we can get it. She argued that she needed to be the one to tell us what might be..... I felt she backed away because I let her now two other neurologist who have actually sat down and read and studied Aliyah's case disagreed with her .

The next day Dr. Matthews let us know of our plans during Aliyah's stay at the hospital.

She was to have several types of x-rays
1. to check for enlargement of her heart.
2. her stomach to see if there is a problem in motility
3. hip decay due to the use of ACTH
several blood tests and checking on her levels of ions, and a kidney ultasound.

Her heart, kidneys, and hip looked normal. They determined there was a problem in motility in her tummy, and her potassium level was low.

Dr. Matthews said once they fixed her constipation problems, by enamas and miralax they will begin to put her on the Ketogenic Diet on Monday, August1st. The nurse were letting us know from the beginning we were going to stay in the hospital for 7-8 days. In order to start the diet, they need to monitor her for 3 days in the hospital.

"The ketogenic diet, consisting of high-fat foods and very few carbohydrates, is believed to trigger biochemical changes that eliminate seizure-causing short circuits in the brain’s signaling system. Used as first-line therapy for infantile spasms and in children whose seizures cannot be controlled with drugs, the diet is highly effective but complicated and sometimes difficult to maintain. It can temporarily raise cholesterol, impair growth and, in rare cases, lead to kidney stones, among other side effects.....The evidence is based on a study of 101 patients ages 2 to 26 years treated with the ketogenic diet for a minimum of 16 months and for up to eight years at Hopkins Children’s between 1993 and 2008. At the time of the follow-up, patients were off the diet anywhere between eight months and 14 years. Nearly 80 percent of the patients remained either seizure-free or had their seizures reduced by half. Most patients’ seizures did not worsen even years after stopping the diet." (http://www.hopkinschildrens.org/high-fat-ketogenic-diet-to-control-seizures-is-safe-over-long-term.aspx)


Ambulance

July 25-July 28 2011

On July 25th my daughter started to face constipation problems, miralax didn't help. I took her in to see her ped July 26th. Her nurse did an enema. It did not help much, they instructed us to give her half a capful of miralax. We came in again in the next day... This time it looked like my little girl was in REAL PAIN. They did another enema... It helped some but not enough to relief her.. they told us to give her a capful of miralax.. nothing... it didn't help much....

Frustrated I took her in to see her ped again.... At the office they wanted me to give it more time to let miralax do it's "thing"... but before the nurse was ready to dismiss us I asked if someone could take Aliyah's blood pressure since the nurse at her daycare was on vacation...

She took it once using a blood pressure monitor....... The reading came back too high.... The nurse said maybe because was fuzzy.... The second reading when she was calm was still too high... around the 160s systolic... The nurse told me to wait..... 40 mins later after waiting she took another reading.... It came back in the 150s....... 30 mins later the nurse took her blood pressure manually it was in the high 140s..... She brought in another nurse to compare reading .. she also took a reading in the high 140s..... By this time I knew something was wrong.... They weren't telling me of none of her reading including her very first one, I am guessing so I wouldn't worry...

The doctor stepped in to let me know she sent out for an ambulance to take her to the Iowa City Children's Hospital, 2.5 hrs away. She already called in her neurologist over there and told me they are expecting her. She explained to me that she was worried Aliyah may have a stroke... With readings that high it can be dangerous. An adult with those readings have really bad headaches, she couldn't believe how Aliyah was handling the pain...

Aliyah was very irritable but we all thought it was because of her constipation. Aliyah did very good when the paramedics came in and strapped her up for the long ride... I sat right next to her in the ambulance. Never did I think I would be in an ambulance for my 2 yr old... I just wanted that night mare to end.